creating this for things i dont want to give out on twitter, though one could say its not any more private here, i guess things here will be more personal in some ways, a private twitter account would be optimal for something like this, but im still not sure im ok with putting them there

oct12 2141:

ever since writing noospheric wind i think ive had a affection for space, i guess from there was where the idea was really put into something i could build from. that isolation has really been something showing up all over in my works, i think i really long for it, i'd love a lonely life like that to develop ideas but i would probably go insane not getting to share them.

i dont have enough these days to hold onto a concept or emotion to develop it more, the void is paralyzing

oct13 1903:

wish i have the feelings to say something nice about you